Mental Health

Real Life, Real People

My battle with bulimia and anorexia

Time: 3.43AM.Ā Distance covered: 22.7km.Ā Calories burned: 1,743kcal.Ā Current weight: 52.7kg. That was how far shame took me. At 14 years old, I was training to be a national high jumper. My fat...

Apologetics

On Joy: The darkest depths of despair, and the dangerous duty of delight

Joy?Ā What joy? Minds overwhelmed, we rage, avenge and despair. Our fathers turned to booze. These days it’s mantras, happiness summits, self-improvement gurus, personality tests and...

Mental Health

The social butterfly that grew lonely

ā€œI think Iā€™m struggling with loneliness.ā€ The first time I admitted it out loud was three days ago. I was having dinner with a close friend, and we were on the topic of ā€œthings you donā€™t...

Mental Health

How are you? No, really: How are you?

Itā€™s a rainy Sunday morning and the guy on stageĀ is giving his usual welcome-to-church spielĀ and, like he does every week, he refuses to let us sit down. Before we all get comfortable in our...

Mental Health

Do you cry yourself to sleep each night like I do?

If you didn’t know me well, you probably wouldnā€™t be able to tell that I have been struggling with depression, anxiety and a combination of anorexiaĀ and bulimia for most of my life....

Discipleship

Don’t numb the pain

Sigmund Freud once proposed that the mind seeks to avoid pain and findĀ pleasure. In this life, we will get our hearts get broken. People might say mean things to us. Something or someone beloved...

Mental Health

It is okay to be not okay

Have you ever felt a pain so great that it pounds through every fibre of your being? I have. My mind goes back to one night some years back when Iā€™d gone to see a volunteer counsellor in one of the...

Mental Health

Why are you crying?

Now Mary stood outside the tomb crying. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb and saw two angels in white,Ā seated where Jesusā€™ body had been, one at the head and the other at the foot....

Real Life, Real People

The boy who’s always been picked on ā€“ and the God who picked me

I’ve always been bullied. Growing up, I felt no one understood me. I always felt that my parents favoured other people. At least, to my young mind it looked that way ā€“ it seemed they always...