Mental Health

After the panic attacks began, I faced depression and anxiety

My heart is poundingā€¦ My hands are shakingā€¦ I canā€™t breatheā€¦ The whole world is spinningā€¦ Iā€™m gonna faintā€¦ Am I gonna die? These were the thoughts that were running through my mind when...

Illness

When God didn’t heal my mum of cancer

I waited with bated breath for mum’s message in the hospital hallway. My phone pinged. I saw image after image of a ugly red, fungating mass in a colon. Immediately, I shrunk into my hospital...

Life & Death

When I suddenly lost a dear friend to cardiac arrest

I remember 23 March 2022 as if it were yesterday. ā€œThey were unable to revive her,ā€ my youth leader told me over the phone. ā€œShe passed away this morning.ā€ Though I had lost my grandfather to...

Mental Health

Battling an eating disorder for five years, I found hope in Jesus

TW: This story includes mention of an eating disorder I want eyebrows like that girl. I want her figure. As I entered Primary School, I realised that comparing myself to others like that had somehow...

National Service

Feeling the greatest shame, this NS boyā€™s life changed after one supernatural moment

TRIGGER WARNING: This story contains mentions of suicidal thoughts that some may find distressing. Just before National Day in 2018, I received a phone call from my parents. They had checked my bank...

Sermons

4 lies about yourself you’ve got to stop believing in: Hosanna Wong at Impossible Conference 2022

Some of us are fighters. And that is a good thing. Because there are battles you and I have been called to fight. But I don’t want us to be a generation of people who are out there boldly...

Health

11/11: Your last chance to build a good habit before the year is up

11/11 has come to stand for a number of things over the years. For some, itā€™s a celebration of singlehood, for others itā€™s an arbitrary date agreed upon to buy stuff. Well, Iā€™d like to propose...

Disabilities

My sisterā€™s life is not a mistake: How Singapore’s first INAD patient bravely fights to live on

Amelia was actually born healthy. She had the ability to babble, to sit up and stand. However, she was not an easy baby to take care of. She would always be crying constantly, and my parents...

Secondary

Drowning in despair during the O-Levels, I heard the audible voice of God

I have always lamented the fact that I didnā€™t win the genetic lottery when it comes to intelligence. As my nameā€™s (Emily) meaning suggests, I am ā€œdiligentā€ and ā€œindustrious”. But...